Everyday I ask myself, thinking of what I have done before, what I am doing and what I will do. Nobody can understand me, nobody can listen to me and nobody can exchange confidences. That’s so sad!
I want to kill myself by a knife but I am so scare the knife. I want to jump out the window but I am so scare the altitude. I want to drown myself but I hate to feel as if I am choking. Satya, she always says that I am a lecherous man so I also can not be a monk.
What can I do now? I think I only have a way, I must try my best with my studies and finish them as soon as possible. I will find a good job in a good country, I will earn lots of money and take care of my son. I will have a happy family in the future. Yes, I think so because I have already tried my best.
May be I have noone around me but I don’t care because I have already known that there is still a person who always be by my side. That’s myself!
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Jackie what's wrong??? Talk to me! I tease you about being lecherous!
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