I am not alone.

Everyday I ask myself, thinking of what I have done before, what I am doing and what I will do. Nobody can understand me, nobody can listen to me and nobody can exchange confidences. That’s so sad!

I want to kill myself by a knife but I am so scare the knife. I want to jump out the window but I am so scare the altitude. I want to drown myself but I hate to feel as if I am choking. Satya, she always says that I am a lecherous man so I also can not be a monk.

What can I do now? I think I only have a way, I must try my best with my studies and finish them as soon as possible. I will find a good job in a good country, I will earn lots of money and take care of my son. I will have a happy family in the future. Yes, I think so because I have already tried my best.

May be I have noone around me but I don’t care because I have already known that there is still a person who always be by my side. That’s myself!

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Satya! Why you don't accept me huhuhu

I tried in every way to show you every day

That you are the air I breath

You are the water I drink

You make me feel the love is true

And you are my everything

The life will be complete

If i have you in my life

Now I would be here in the darkness

I would be here for all time

Watching over you

Comfort and sing to you

You always stand by my side

I don't want to leave you anymore

Please come to me with a scorching heart

Let the birds singing in the trees

Let the sun brighting over the forests

Let me take care you like a holy mission

Come to me and we will be happy together

The first of September Day

Every year on the first of September
We have a special day for people
Who have lots of children
And teach them the best things in their life
May be you have bad children
May be you have naughty children
But all of them would think
And remember that they have a Teacher
And all of them would say that
Teacher, we will always love you forever!

Although whatever......

Although it’s raining,
I’d like to go with you until the end of my life
Although cloud,
Or storms are coming here
Although the cold wind, the gloomy snow
Or the melancholy leaf
Oh my darling,
Although whatever, I still loving you!

Shoulder to shoulder
Give peacefully and happiness of the life to each other
Find our lips, share the tiring and the hurt heart
Hand in hand, wish an exile
Untidy and white hair, the trace of a deep love
Look at you, look at you in a jiff and say love you.

I pray that
You’re the dreams of my pillow
I’d like to hug you very tight
Just one time
Just a passionate night
Love and compassion of the connubial life.

Although in the future
Will be someone who’ll go with you until the end of this life
Although you
You want to tear my heart
Although you promised, promised thousands times
You blamed all life long
That’s already been late
Oh my darling,
Although whatever, I still loving you!

IF, BECAUSE and ALTHOUGH in LOVE

What kind of love are you pursuing?

1. The love with ‘IF’

This is a kind of love we will be received if we satisfy some expectances. If you success and have standing in the society, I’ll love you; If you can become my ideal husband, I’ll be your true woman; If you are a docile child, I’ll love you. These are the most popular love and may be there’re lots of people know about this kind. This is the kind to tie each other, I accept but on one condition and there is a driving force to make people to become egotists.

There are a lot of broken marriages because of this kind. The bridge and bridegroom don’t love by their heart, they only love by colorful images, dreams and hope to each other very much. When the illusions disappear and there is nothing likes they wanted to, they would become enemies to each other.

2. The love with ‘BECAUSE’

In this kind, a person’s loved because of some reasons. You have to have great values or suitable conditions with your lover’s standards. I love you because you’re very beautiful, famous, more special than the other, or I love you because you can ensure my life. You might laugh at those reasons, but can you be sure that you aren’t the person like that? Most people love a person because you can see the lovely characteristics of a person or that person holds your heart by some ways. May be you prefer ‘because’ than ‘if’ because ‘if’ expects you to try your best to satisfy of your lover, so you’ll feel wretched and tired. But if you are loved because you have had already features, that will be easier because you don’t have to try too much to keep that love.

However, the person who received the ‘because love’ will realize that is not different with ‘if love’ very soon. Because you don’t have 3 reasons: the tries, the incessant rivals to keep the love when you see there are lots of other characters who have the same virtue with you but more lovely than you; That will make you to be afraid of you are not really a lovely person of your lover. And the personality of a human often has 2 faces, the good face always shows off but only you know about the bad face of yourself; the third reason is you are afraid of you will have a lot of changes and you won’t be beautiful as you are at the moment. You think that you are loved because you are very beautiful, so that love will be disappeared when you don’t have beauty anymore.

3. The love with ‘ALTHOUGH’

This is really very different from the ‘if love’. It has no ties, and it also has no expectancies. This is also different from the ‘because love’, because it does not arise from the seductive features of yourself. An ugliest or a poorest person in this life could be loved when he/she meets the ‘although love’. He/she does not meet any pressure, he/she does not have to rival or be afraid of his/her standing to keep his/her love. He/she receives his/her love just because he/she is loved. Although he/she has mistake, stupidity, ugliness or cruelty, he/she still could be loved.
This is the kind of love that we really expect because it’s true, profound and disinterested. Although you are aware of this love or not, it’s really very important with you: more important than food, water, property, high position or houses. It’s the anchor to keep you with the life. You could be alive because you’re receiving a part of the ‘although love’ (There are lots of them in the love of parents with the children.), or because of you still hope that one day you will have this love. However, in the real life you can find the complete ‘although love’ difficultly, because whoever really wants to receive this love from the others, but you often sent the ‘if love’ and ‘because love’.

In fact, the loves can be viable because of the association of three of ‘if’, ‘because’ and ‘although’. The love will be strong if you can sacrifice, real love and understand to each other. The love will be strong because both of two people really want to think about the future and repair for it. The love will be strong forever although both of two people have a lot of differences.

I hope that everyone could find a real love which one is your best wish.

M.O.T.H.E.R

M... Millions of things you gave me.
O… You’ve been being older.
T… You shed tears a lot because of me.
H… You’ve got a gold heart.
E… Your eyes always see my success and unsuccess.
R… The right things you’ve taught and advised to me.

MOTHER! You are my everything and nothing can compare with you. I wish YOU will be in this life forever with me and I love YOU very much! Anybody who had MOTHER and who has MOTHER, please thinking of your MOTHER very much and do not make your MOTHER hurt anymore as best as you could...

To a name start with "H"

Suddenly I looked at you
Because I heard your pleasant voice
Soft and sweet words agreeable to the ears
And I saw your indulgent face
Not luxurious like other girls
Not stand out from a crow
But you have a special and seductive smile
The smile makes your face brighter
Who are you and where are you from,
A fairy or a guardian angel?
A kind mother or a kindergartener?
Why I did not recognize you before
May be you were very quiet
May be I was a silly guy
May be we were only strangers
A lot of may be
But I knew that
You made my emotion to overflow
I wanted to sing a song
I wanted to burn my thirsts and sinfulness inside me
My rage was disappeared
And I was as calm as a cat when you were talking
You will not know what I am thinking
And what I am doing
But you should know that
I have been thinking of you

You went far way to the horizon

Let me be looking forward to you

How much attentive and tender

How much thirst for living by your side.

If you want to come back to me

Please love me as normally as you can

Please give me attentiveness and tender

Such as the thirst inside me.

I wish that one day you will be next to me

We will go together on the stream of life

I wish that time will go fast to the end of it

We will be together and you will be frank to me

Forever………

I would like to become you

They hate you so much

They want to kill you

You don't care!

You have lots of chidren

You can go anywhere

You don't care!

You can eat anytime

Your happiness is your enemy's fair

You don't care!

Everywhere can be your house

Clean, dirty or gloomy

You don't care!

Money, gold or diamonds

Clothes, cars or big houses

You don't care!

Trouble or happiness

Peace or war

You don't care!

Your life is too short

But you have a happy life

You don't care!

You're a King of the Kings

I'd like to become you

And I know that you'll never care

Because you're only a mosquito.

L.O.V and E

The first time I saw you,

Everything has become dark.

The sun has disappeared,

Because it couldn't be brighter than you.

Where are the flowers?

They ran out of the garden,

Because they couldn't be more beautiful than you.

Only you and me in this world

With the sound of my pounding heart.

Ice will melt if it's put in the hot sun,

I will know four letters if I'm put near you.

Do you know what those are letters?

They are L.O.V and E.

You do not remember our memories?

The first time I saw you when you moved to my class, I was fallen in love by you. I realized that you will be my everything in my life in the future. We were still young at that time, only 15 but you were the first person I love and I did not believe that nothing can break my heart accept you.

We came to each other by our real emotions and we really wanted to bring everything best to each other. That was fantastic! We went out and went to school together, we traveled together and everything together....

We decided to celebrate our wedding in a nice day after 7 years and we were 22. We had a wonderful time and we had a smart baby. We loved him by our hearts and we will do anything for him, to give him the best. Our son is really a good boy and he has never annoyed us. He has never been sad everyday, just wanted to smile to everybody. I think I can not find any boy like him forever.

We lived very happy in a small hotel but I was not a good man in our family. I always went out with my friends and got drunk everyday. I did not take care you and son and I did not do anthing to help you. I was really awful and disgusting! But that was only one of reasons that you wanted to leave me.. I do not want to talk anymore about that, just want to say: 'I am so sorry about my faulfs, although I know that is very late to say!'. I was very stupid and I did not understand how to keep my happiness. So sorry!

I am trying to do a good man now and I want you and our son to know that I love you forever. If I had a wish, I would like times can go back and I would be a good man like I am now....

Phở ( Beef noodle soup ) is my favourite food!

I love Phở and I can eat Phở everyday. Phở is a famous food in my country and Vietnamese people can eat it whenever they want to eat. Any part of Vietnam has a different Phở but I can eat Phở everywhere in Vietnam. Let me tell you what Phở is.

Phở (Vietnamese pronunciation: [fə̃ː] in English, written pho and typically pronounced /ˈfʌ/[1]) is a Vietnamese thinly sliced meat and noodle soup dish. The soup includes noodles made from rice and is often served with basil, lime, sprouts and peppers that are added to the soup by the customer (as well as any condiments desired).

Phở is served in a bowl with white rice noodles in clear beef broth, with thin cuts of beef (steak, fatty flank, lean flank, brisket). Variations featuring tendon, tripe, meatballs, chicken leg, chicken breast, or other chicken organs. 'With the lot' (made with chicken broth and all or most of the shop's chicken and cattle offerings, including chicken hearts and livers and beef tripe and tendons) is known as 'Phở đặc biệt' (specialty phở). There are also various vegetarian varieties of phở.

I prefer beef noodle than chicken noodle and my son too. I often take my son to go to eat Phở after he finish school in the evenings. I know a lot of places where sell delicious Phở and I always change different place when I go to eat Phở. Of course there are some places cook Phở very bad and I will not forget these places, make sure I won't come back there again.

When I came to Singapore to study, I was disapointed very much because I could not find any place to sell it. Last holiday, I went back Vietnam and asked some people about Phở in Singapore. I had some informations about that and I will try to find Phở in Singapore. I hope that I can eat this delicious Phở anywhere I will go. One day I will try to cook this food for Satya- my teacher - and My- my special friend- and we will enjoy this delicious food together.

My first birthday in Singapore

Yesterday I got up at 7 o' clock and I was going to school. Suddenly, my phone had a message: " Happy birthday to you, son!". I was very happy and surprised because my parents could remember my birthday.

I went to school and started my class at 9 o'clock like everyday. I had some activities in class with my classmates and one more time about my birthday, my teacher wanted us to ask to each other about some informations, so thay knew that my birthday was yesterday again. They said: "Happy birthday to you!" and then my teacher bought us some ice-creams and chocolates.

We studied together very funny and finished at 3.30 pm. My - my Vietnamese friend- wanted us to go to the market to buy some food and then we went to her house to cook a dinner. Of course I cooked it because I often cook when I go to her house. There were 4 people in her house, so I had to cook for 5 people. We bought some beer and we were going to eat, suddenly someone turned off the light and her sister brought a birthday cake from her bed-room. All of them sang the birthday song and I couldn't say anything. I was surprised and happy! We drank and ate a lot and we sang some songs.

That was a wonderful day and I will remember it forever! Thank you very much everybody - especially My and her family - about my birthday in Singapore!